Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Love the way this reads...

Whoever restrains his words has knowledge,

and he who has a cool spirit is a man of understanding.

Even a fool who keeps silent is considered wise;

when he closes his lips, he is deemed intelligent. (Proverbs 17:27, 28 ESV)

A "cool spirit" - that's like the Fonzie of spirits!! ;-)

Being able to not be over reactive to situations - not letting words fly on a whim. That is a cool customer, cool character, a man with a cool spirit.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Things happening

This morning I was praying about how fast life is screaming by. We've got things happening every where and others that we are close to have things happening which means those things are on our minds. The kids are shooting up and my hairs falling out. It is an absolute flurry of activity. Then my wife came over and asked if she could be beside me...and it stopped. Everything was put on hold and we had a few minutes of quiet nothing. We filled it with prayer and outpouring of our hearts and listening. Then it was time to get ready to go to work. And the thought occurred to me how prayer was already being answered this morning.

If you don't know how good God is, stop and listen for Him. If you still don't know after that, call me, I'll tell you. :-)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

I have been really intimidated by my new job

In case you may not know, I am the new youth minster at Immanuel Baptist Church in Fort Smith. They were brave enough to risk hiring a total newbie! It’s something that I’ve never done before…never even WANTED to do. Now that it’s my job and it’s kind of official and all, I am really intimidated. Give me an IT project, 1.5 million dollars, 500 users dependent on it, 100 Doctors demanding it…Not a problem. In contrast, put me around 5 kids (that are not my offspring) that I need to teach about God…major intimidation.

However, God has been good to me as I seek His direction with it. During my observations of how things are currently rolling, I noticed that the kids were responsive to Bible stories, but I didn’t really know what I could do about that. I mean, there are only a certain number of stories, right? But, this morning my good friend walks up and says, “hey have you heard of the “Story thru the Bible” book?” Literally..wow. Well, I think I found my curriculum. Then, as I was reading some more material I was really comforted by the following psalm. Especially verses 6-8… Hopefully, your day can be encouraged like mine was!

Psalm 112

The Righteous Will Never Be Moved

 1Praise the LORD!
Blessed is the man who fears the LORD,
   who greatly delights in his commandments!
2 His offspring will be mighty in the land;
   the generation of the upright will be blessed.
3)Wealth and riches are in his house,
   and his righteousness endures forever.
4 Light dawns in the darkness for the upright;
   he is gracious, merciful, and righteous.
5 It is well with the man who deals generously and lends;
   who conducts his affairs with justice.
6 For the righteous will never be moved;
    he will be remembered forever.
7 He is not afraid of bad news;
   his heart is firm, trusting in the LORD.
8 His heart is steady; he will not be afraid,
   until he looks in triumph on his adversaries.

9 He has distributed freely; he has given to the poor;
   his righteousness endures forever;
   his horn is exalted in honor.
10 The wicked man sees it and is angry;
   he gnashes his teeth and melts away;
   the desire of the wicked will perish!

 


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Friday, February 3, 2012

Another adventure begins

It looks like I will be hired on as the youth minister for a church. It's a part time job but it's occupying all my thoughts lately.

However, I am going to miss our old church. I love, love, love getting to lead worship. Shoot, I love just playing the guitar during worship. It's an extremely fun/honorable thing to do. I just love it. The cool thing was that the pastor was letting me lead more often it seemed. And I had the feeling, that he might even have asked more as he became comfortable with how we were doing it...But it looks like we will never know now. If I am employed by another church, I kinda have to be at that church...which means I can't be at this one. In addition, the pastor is extremely easy to listen to and does a great job presenting his material week in and week out. Our final week there (this Sunday) is the opening of the new worship center too. Man, I hope I don't cry Sunday...I will definitely miss it.

But, I have a lot to look forward to. A lot! It's an area that I have no training and have never even attempted. In fact, I think I've only been to one youth thing ever...and I wasn't impressed. In fact, my longstanding belief was that youth ministry was no place for youth. Quoting Sgt. York "the Lord sure do work in mysterious ways." So, here we go. A brand new adventure. One that I dedicate wholeheartedly to God. One that I will require full guidance/dependence from God. One that I suspect will sharpen my ability to hear Him as I seek His help. One that I am hoping will draw me even closer to Him....as I boldly seek uncharted and previously unattempted missions.

Engage.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Listening to music - song hits home...

I can relate to this song right now:
Stop the World
Songwriters: Jason Houser, Matthew West
 
The T.V. is talking
The telephone's ringing
The lights are all on and the radio's screaming
A million distractions are stealing my heart from You

I'm tired and empty
This life is relentless
It weakens my knees and it breaks my defenses
It's wearing me down and I'm desperate to hear from You

Stop the world, I wanna get out
I need an escape away from this crowd
Just to hear You speak to me

I need to be still before I make a move
And I need to be humble with nothing to prove
And I need Your Word to show me the truth
I need time, precious time

Stop the world, I wanna get out
I need an escape away from this crowd
Just to hear You speak to me

Stop the world, I'm ready to listen
Show me a sign, just give me a vision of Heaven
That I can hold on to
Stop the world, I need some time with You

Before I can find my voice
I need to hear Your voice
Above all the senseless noise

Stop the world, I wanna get out
I need an escape away from this crowd
Just to hear You, I need to hear You, Lord

Stop the world, I'm ready to listen
Show me a sign, give me a vision of Heaven
That I can hold on to
Stop the world, I need some time with You
Stop the world, I need some time with You

Thursday, January 26, 2012

The decline of posting

The buttonless buttons that an iPhone has combined with the "wonderful" auto correction. Makes it difficult to communicate what I want to say when I want to say it...donut (that is an autocorrected word for "so it" when you miss the space.) so it just don't get said. It really takes too much work. I think I am going to try dictating them in dragon and see if that's better...

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

How is everyone?

Haven't blogged in a while. Too much going on and I've been too lazy. Looking to get back in the swing of things!

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Friday, November 4, 2011

Pray log

I thought I might start using this to keep a journal on my prayer life:

1.       My mom and dad

2.       My wife

3.       M – strength for her day to overcome shortcomings

4.       L – focus, diligence, strength in the Lord

5.       C – direction, diligence, to continue becoming a warrior for Christ

6.       LE – organization, continue to grow in her sweet spirit

7.       J – decision making, love for his brothers and sisters

8.       JD – humility, continue to grow in strength and confidence, laziness

9.       N – seriousness, to throw off some of the childishness – to know you more Lord

10.   Ma – that she would have a desire to be like her sweet momma

11.   Z – salvation, love for his sibs, selfishness

12.   BG – comfort for the passing of his mom

13.   KE – her sick father – health, salvation, rest.

14.   My sister and her awesome family – that they would know I love them, that they would know Gods love. Health, job, growth

15.   Wife’s folks – love, salvation, strength to overcome obstacles

16.   JH – health, encouragement, salvation.. to be an encouragement despite his circumstance, to his older brothers

17.   Church

18.   Financial decisions about house, insurance, indebtedness

19.   Job

20.   Patience and wait on the Lord..yet when He says to “do”, I would immediately.

21.   My pastors:

a.       LH – that he would seek your will and accomplish mighty things for your Names sake. That he would be overwhelmed by Your provision.

b.      GS – strength for the work you have him doing. Wisdom to continue to move forward while watching you.

c.       CM – his growing family. Wisdom in growing and feeding your flock.


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Thursday, October 13, 2011

Rewards?

I think I am finally understanding a little more about what rewards are. Or, at least what one really feels like. Right now I am blessed to be leading music at Awana at Immanuel baptist. It's basically singing songs with a bunch of kids. The first couple of times I was really feeling pressured for just the right songs, playing the guitar just so...the feedback was minimal. After all a majority of the kids are too young to read! We are about 7 or 8 weeks into it and those kids have remembered most of the words to the songs!!! Wow! Kids are just amazing. What a reward to be able to hear all those little voices singing praises to God...it's awesome.

So, I still want to play well an pick the right songs, but the pressure feels lifted. Another reward!!

I am so glad the pastor asked me to do this. I am starting to understand a little more about love and service...and the rewards involved. No, it's not about the reward since I know that so much of what we do is either done without reward (which is fine), rewarded in heaven, or not worthy of a reward due to impure motives or what ever...but, in THIS situation, I have a newly realized reward that I probably would not have considered a reward before I did this.

That probably doesn't make any sense. I guess it doesn't have to.

:-)