Another episode

It's late, er, rather early. I am sitting here during the maintenance window at 2:25 am. I am waiting for a device to finish converting and an image to finish writing. So, I am waiting.

This evening, right before work, I tried to have a serious talk with the oldest 3 about some of the struggles that have been occurring in the house. It appears that a lot of us are fairly self serving as of late. It seems to me that we are living life "on vacation". Expecting to be able to do our own thing until we return home. The simple fact is, we're home. Colorado is home until we are led elsewhere. IF we are led else where. We really aren't even moved in yet. There are so many things either in boxes or just not 'permanently' setup.

It's hard to explain. So, I made some changes around the house and chores.

The work thing that I posted didn't work so well. I actually told a couple of the kids they were fired. It's not that they did a bad job, they wouldn't "come" to work...they played instead. Don't get me wrong, play is ok, but work is first. At least make an EFFORT, right???

My mind is spinning. I feel like we are under satanic attack. It's something I need to get my arms around quickly.