Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Sometimes I do what I want, the rest of the time I do what I have to.

The title is a quote from a movie. A general has asked his personal servant about doing his duty and it was his response. So many times I find that I have a great conflict with these 2 things: What I want to do and what I have to do. Typically, I try to arrange my life to increase the first by successfully managing the latter. It has been somewhat successful. However, when its not it really causes grief to me and those closest to me.  As I try to think of this from a biblical standpoint I really cant recall anything that helps me. There are standard answers like, Seek ye first and Pauls struggle with the same issuebut nothing thats practical that someone can grasp and try to apply. How do you grasp and apply, My yoke is easy my burden is light? My old pastor had a way with answering such questionsbut, as of late I havent found solace in any answers from any person. Its probably time to expand and stretch myself and start really contemplating more on the depths of scripture. The underlying meaning of what it means to cast your cares upon Him.  There is a verb in that sentence. There is an action for us to take.

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