Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Besides my #1s birthday

Another thought has been plaguing my thoughts lately. It's that I feel like I should be doing something and I don't know what it is. When I am at work I catch myself thinking of what I want to be when I grow up...when I am home, wondering what I should do around the house....never do I feel content. That seems like something I need to figure out or dismiss.
I have been drawing an illustration for my friends lately. It's a timeline with a point on both ends. The farthest left point is labelled birth...the farthest right is labelled death...then, I put a Rocket on it heading from the left to the right....and label that states, "where are you?"

It's the same chart for every single person. The only variance and unknown is "where you are"... Sort of a solve for "x" type problem.

My oldest daughter turns 18 today...I remember how collicky she was and having to hold her as she feel asleep...rocking back and forth...singing a Boyz to men song, "it's so hard to say goodbye"...well the song and the times were before my Christian walk began...but, that is a sweet memory I have of her...oh yeah, the whole time she was crying so hard she sounded like a sheep..but, it was sweet nonetheless.

Do something.

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