Thursday, October 23, 2008

How do you make things better?

You can’t…

 

No matter what experiences you’ve had, those in charge are always too proud to change no matter what. There are a few exceptions, very few from all I’ve met or heard about. It’s because we’re dealing with people. And sadly, for the most part, people are difficult to work with due to pride and fear.  The fear part is what I would say would be fear of man. “What would they think of me!!?!?? “  I am absolutely, positively sure I am the same way.

 

It’s SUPER FRUSTRATING…but, I guess it’s life. If you’ve read any of my blog in the past, there are several issues that I think can be better…but, at this point have resolved that people care more about themselves than the institution or  improvement and, as of now (at least for now! ;-) ) I quit trying to impose my improvements or ideas.

 

Time to move on.

 

Now, why would I blog about that? Well, because the revelation came to me that makes this not really a big deal (kinda). See, God would have the same problem with me. But, he is longsuffering, patient and merciful.  I prayed that He would help me be humble and patient.  And, if I am (still) praying about those 2 things, I must not have those 2 traits. So, I am going to try to just overlook anything or any system going on that I “think” could use the “Tagg touch” and just lay it at the feet of Jesus.

 

I would like to say I feel liberated…but, I am still frustrated…hopefully, silently frustrated…and improving. Just do what I can do where I can and try my best.

 

<sigh>

 

1 comment:

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